That feeling…

Have you ever heard something or felt something and just known? You just know that whatever is about to happen is going to rock your world and not in a good way. I hate that feeling. I've felt that feeling more times than I can count since October of 2019 and I'm sick of it. …

10 years.

I've been seeing the 10  year challenge, in many forms, for the last several weeks. I've thought so long and hard on how I feel about it because in the last decade I've had a lot go on in my life. I've had highs, lows, a rock bottom, and a rebuilding. I made a list …

Feelings? Ugh.

I've been MIA on here for awhile. Mostly intentional, but I'm also just going through a lot of shit. My summer was busy with work and travel. I missed my kids when I was gone but I also value my time with them. I chose to file for a divorce from my spouse. Someone I …

The Glory Days…LOL

So, I have a class reunion coming up. I'm a little bummed because I think I'll be out of the state when it happens and unable to go, but thinking about that plus my Dad's impending retirement has had me reliving memories. One of my highlights growing up was basketball. I could probably blog for …

Bullying.

This is just my PSA after a shitty damn week (okay, really a mostly shitty month. I hate March). Bullying is never okay. It is never acceptable. If you or your children think bullying is okay, you should go see a counselor and figure out what's going on. Intentionally inflicting physical or emotional pain on …

As you get older, you start to look back on things with hindsight. You also look back on memories and events that have changed you. This post isn't going to be super long, but it'll be here. I was in college. I had a several months old kiddo and I'll never forget getting the phone …

Legacy. Love. Memories.

Follow up to my post from the other day about grandparents. Today is 17 years, to the day, including day of the week, that my grandpa died. I could timeline my day because it has stuck in my mind all these years. I was supposed to be cleaning my room, but instead I was definitely …

What do you want?

Life is hard and sometimes it really sucks. I spent the past four days reeling from conversations had with friends. Some because of what I learned from them, but some because of things I didn't necessarily realize I was feeling. School and life has gotten me so boxed in to a way of thinking that …

A Work in Progress and a Crappy Month

I don't handle stress well. I tend to be hostile and sarcastic...in everything. It just seeps out of my voice and into my actions, even when I don't intend it to. It has been a rough semester of school and we are only in February. January just seemed to last forever and February hasn't been …

Happy New Year…New Year/Same Me?

I don't really like New Year's Resolutions because I never stick to them and well, that is always a little bit of disappointment. Which means--I'm not here to actually talk about that because, well, why would I? Ha. I'm a musically inclined person. I use music to help me get through life. A song can …